friends for chat :p

I'm all indonesian now. Haha okay saya kembali pada bahasa asli wekek. I have soooooo many friends for chat. Dari cowo sampe cewe pasti ada yg seru-seru. But I have special friends for chat. Haha okay this post is a trash. Don't read it :p

xoxo,
ChristinaFransisca

14 March 2010

Its my anniversary day with Parama.
My friends greet me by using twitter. The 1st person is Naddja, 2nd Cludia, 3rd Clara, 4th Runi, 5th Diva, 6th Theresya.
I WAS hoping that the 1st person who greet me is my boyfriend. So I call him lastnight, but yeah as you know he's not answering my call.
Imma little bit dissapointed with that. But yeah, nevermind. I think, it's not important for him. I think he's just love me for fun, not seriously.
Um well, if I take a look at his relationship status, I think he's just have a serious relationship with A.
So, maybe he better get back together with A. So A will be happy, and Parama will have a serious relationship.
Yeah, well of course A will be very happy and she will give me an evil smile that she CAN'T do but she's trying to.
Oooh poor you:( hahahhahaa

xoxo,
ChristinaFransisca

13.03.10

That's the night before my first anniversary with Parama.
I actually, really really wants to call Parama, in the middle of the night.
I already texted him in the morning, tell him to sleep after 12 o'clock. But I don't think that he read it. Why? Because, when I call him at 11.p.m he isn't answer my call. I don't know what he's doing. I tell my bestfriends about this. But, they won't listen to me. They always told me this "don't be so selfish like that. Maybe he's tired because of something. Don't looking for his fault" blablabla. I didn't try to looking for his fault. I just wondering, why he didn't answer my call. What is he doing. And to be honest, I just want some advice and answer forr my question "what should I do?" Just it. But they always tell me to think positive. I tried to.
What they do is really really makes my mood go down. I'm happy that I'm going to celebrate my 1st month together with Parama, but on the other side, I feel sad because he didn't try to call me or text me to inform me that he's going to sleep. But, never mind, my friends doesn't care about me so does my boyfriend. I'm done.

Xoxo,
Christina Fransisca

shocking news, maybe?

Hey it's me again. I wanna tell you about A, again. Hm okay, here it is. My friend, tell me that, A ask for someone's help, to help her bac together with Parama. She ask for "someone" help, by searching for my bad behaviors behind Parama, so the "someone" will tell Parama about that, and mad at me, and breaking up with me. Dude like, what is in your mind? Don't you have something to do beside, trying to steal my boyfriend?
You tell everyone that I'm the one who tried to steal your boyfriend. But now, let see, who's trying to steal someone"s boyfriend? It is you biatch. I really really don't know what is in your mind. But, fyi, you would never find my fault, because I always tell Parama what I do everyday. Sorry biatch. Byebye now :p

Love,
ChristinaFransisca

enemy?

Hey. I'm christy. Yeah you probably knows me. You guys know that I'm dating Parama now, right? But probably someone's don't like it. Parama surely do have many ex-es. Um here is the problem. Parama had an ex-girlfriend name A. Before I'm dating Parama, she looks like she doesn't like me being arround Parama when they both have a relationship. She knows that after she broke up with Parama, Parama get closer with me. Yeah we were just bestfriend. Parama listening to my story about my ex-"gebetan" so do I. I was just parama's bestfriend. I listening to his story about his ex. But, A tell to everyone that I tried to ruined her relationship with parama. I'm angry, of course. I never tried to ruined someone's relationship. She tells everyone that I tried to steal Parama from her. What the? If you still have a feeling with him just tell, no need to sprea some "not-true-story". But now, Parama is already being my boyfriend, so go away, please? Thanks

Love,
ChristinaFransisca

plan for my boyfriend's birthday :)

On april 5th this year, my boyfriend will be 15 years old. It means I have to give him something, right? I already have a plan for it. And now it's on progress. I will make a "mading" for him. I ask my friends for helping, and they want to. I'm so glad I have friends like them. My birthday gift is really simple, everyone can makes that. But, I want this to be special. I don't know how, but I really want it to be special. My friends who helps me make this surprise is Kyna, Rayi, Ika, Rezha, Angie, Ernest, Karen, Aldi, Theresya, Meily, Nita, Erin, Anadia and of course my brother Gerry. I take a picture of them while tthey're holding a paper is written by the birthday greet. I hope he likes this surprise

Love,
ChristinaFransisca

biola-_-

It's my brother first day of les biola. Hah ternyata biolanya perlu distem sama gurunya hahahha kasihan sekali guru dateng tp gak main atau gak berlatih sedikit pun hahaha, sabar saja ya, see you next wee deh sama guru lo wkwk

:'(

This post is for my boyfriend again. Hey dear, how are you? I call you and we have a little chat. But, I don't feel lthat you enjoyed thatm I think I'm just a trash who is disturbing you in this night. Do we have to end this so you can get back together with your ex who is still fall in love with you and really really hates me with no reason at all. I hate all of the people I meaan I hate all of her friends (her: your ex). Do you read this? I don't think so. Why? Because you don't even know what is the url for my page, so I'm crying again now:') hope you can read this but I don't want you to read the previous post on my blog.


Loveyou,
ChristinaFransisca

i miss my boyfriend :(

hey Parama, i miss you. i tried to call you. i already texted you. i know you cant answer my SMS. but, can you just please answer my call? I hope you didn't read this, cause I don't want you too. I call you like 5 or 6 times today. I know it sounds really insane that I call you over and over again. But, what can I do? I miss you dear.

Since we have a little fight last time, you're different. I really feel that I don't know you anymore.it looks like you just love me when we meet, but on the phone? I feel like you don't want to hear my voice, or even you don't want to talk to me.

what should I do now? I now I was very selfish last time, but can you forget about it? i don't know if you were mad at me or something.

yesterday, when I call you, you sounds like you were with other girls so you cant or you dont want to have little chat with.

i want the old you, please?

loveyou,

christinafransisa :')