13.03.10

That's the night before my first anniversary with Parama.
I actually, really really wants to call Parama, in the middle of the night.
I already texted him in the morning, tell him to sleep after 12 o'clock. But I don't think that he read it. Why? Because, when I call him at 11.p.m he isn't answer my call. I don't know what he's doing. I tell my bestfriends about this. But, they won't listen to me. They always told me this "don't be so selfish like that. Maybe he's tired because of something. Don't looking for his fault" blablabla. I didn't try to looking for his fault. I just wondering, why he didn't answer my call. What is he doing. And to be honest, I just want some advice and answer forr my question "what should I do?" Just it. But they always tell me to think positive. I tried to.
What they do is really really makes my mood go down. I'm happy that I'm going to celebrate my 1st month together with Parama, but on the other side, I feel sad because he didn't try to call me or text me to inform me that he's going to sleep. But, never mind, my friends doesn't care about me so does my boyfriend. I'm done.

Xoxo,
Christina Fransisca